| Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 |
| 2:02 am |
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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 |
| 7:42 pm |
montreal is officially the best place yet. last night a bunch of us went to a bar around the corner from the hotel and it was CRAFT NIGHT. wholey shit, right? this girrl gave me a pink elephant that she made out of pipe cleaners. me and rit made a just married couple in their car with cans tied to the back bumper. you wish you were there. i hung out with my boy all night there, and jeb bought me two carbombs at the end of the night that almost did me in for good. BUT, my record is still clean i have not yet puked from drinking on tour. this is the best city yet on tour and i'm sooo stoked i picked one here and everyone is telling me i picked right. this week is gonna rock, i'm gonna be rich motherfuckers. i'm way saddd steph an mel and i were supposed to go get tattoos tonight but the 24 hour tattoo shop is under rennovation and we're working sooo much this week that we won't have the time off to go to any that have regular hours. whatever, there's always next week. we're having steph and billy's bachelor/bachelorette party next week too, i think it will rock the fucking house. i love my life right now. i mean, there are definitely things that could be better, but to tell you the truth, most of them are at home anyway. i love my job, i totally dig the boy i've been hanging out with and my friends are awesome. i can't wait for tomorrow. |
| Saturday, February 4th, 2006 |
| 12:16 am |
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| Monday, October 31st, 2005 |
| 4:44 am |
i just got to san francisco a oouple hours ago. it was cold and loud and a little violent on the way here. we're starving and the only place open is the over priced dennys around the corner. i tried being nice, it didn't work, so i was assertive and i ended up being extremely proud of myself. i've got 5 days off in this city and it's gonna be funnn. last week was sacramento. robert, mayra, talia and i hung out in the gay bars where the lesbians hit on me, the guys hit on mayra and the only gay one there got ignored. we actually went to this cd release party at this coffee shop where we got free shirts and stickers for a band we don't care about because the bartender from the night before was the one giving them out. it was good. my shirt is awesome. i miss elvis. hampster had babies. apparently they're adorable and they hop like bunnies. my everything hurts. a bunch of us are going costume shopping in the morning, a company party at about 5(happy hour) and we're off.. i can't wait to sleep in. i'm way excited. now, bed. |
| Thursday, August 25th, 2005 |
| 5:51 am |
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| Friday, June 10th, 2005 |
| 4:39 am |
attn: sarah "stupid" haas
someone should run over your haircut. then throw it in the drain. your face is like a dinner plate with leftovers covering the entire thing. meaty leftovers. go suck an egg. |
| Friday, February 6th, 2004 |
| 11:59 pm |
this time make it sound like someone
we did stuff. i love getting free stuff because your fun to hang out with and cute. ha. silly people. i swear, i wasn't taking advantage of the situation. i was almost late to work and i had to hold incense because people that smelled like old houses that too many people live in. the incense made it bearable. yeah. i saw justine for the first time since new years. it was a B-. %82. nice try. the double perk was the goal of the night. which was achieved and got me home a half hour early. yay for me. i battled off a dirty old guy that hit on me an uncomfortable amount. what is important is that we succeeded. at least i'm good at something. distracting people and taking what is rightfully not theirs.. but not necessarily mine either. |
| Thursday, October 30th, 2003 |
| 8:12 pm |
shudder i believe belly buttons are a grotesque creation. |
| Saturday, October 25th, 2003 |
| 11:33 am |
that's it, laugh it out.
the last couple days has been a mountain of... fun. piles. just piles of it. but i can't remember most of it.. i hung out with a bunch of new kids.. and i don't remember most of their names.. but that doesn't matter. yeah so ryan and i found a new place. the only reason we found it was because he complimented me and i ran away because i didn't know what the hell to do.. really , i think i take compliments worse than criticism. yeah, so yeah, it's behind the bridge at the circle.. the only bad thing is that you have to jump across a bunch of rocks with a creek running right under them.. potential to get really wet. yeah. then about a million other things happened and i somehow ended up at the football game.. but i didn't stay very long, really i left with zach and sami and travis and nick.. later some more people showed up at travis' house.. but i don't remember their names.. yeah. so.. sami and i went on a misson.. smoked nick out for the first time ever. woot. i was proud, especially considering all the times he fucked with me and said he would smoke and then wouldn't.. HA. SUCKER. whatev. more happened.. there's a girl that looks like sami, but not half as cool. it works in a weird way. also, i saw tweety and this guy.. brandon.. that i haven't talked to in a million fucking years.. and oddly enough brandon not only remembered my name, but choice things about me. i was confused. yeah, tweety gave me his phone number. we're supposed to hang out... too bad i don't use the phone. Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: exit does not exsist |
| Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003 |
| 8:58 pm |
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| Tuesday, October 21st, 2003 |
| 11:22 pm |
listen
so today.. i did stuff. i went this morning, to class, where i got yelled at. it was really fucking cool. then, i went on a field trip, where firemen first carried me out of a building on a door and then took off my clothes and gave me a chemical bath. yeah, it was also cool. after that, i went to "42nd Street" which was fantastic... what with all the tapdancing. tim amuses me to no end. also, meatball sandwich. and rainbow girls. i miss them. Current Music: bowl of oranges |
| Monday, October 20th, 2003 |
| 8:41 pm |
looking clearly into the gray sky.
looking it straight in the eye and saying, "will this never end?" i don't usually cry like this, i promise. only when i'm losing something as beautiful and lovely as these two people. only when i realise i may never see them again. the heartbreaking things said to eachother in parting, i believe will crush me with the sadness of the whole thing. i inherited a fish and two birds. i developed my sense of humor. we spent new years together eating mushrooms and laughing until we couldn't breath. the hours we spent talking about things that were so important we couldn't help but save them up until we saw eachother again. all the french fries and diet pepsi. the thai food and the books. the fact that we never ran out of things to say. i truely believe i'm a better person because of them. all of the things they talked to me about that i never would have heard of had it not been for them. "she's my ray of.. sunshine" i'm going to go cry some more. goodnight. Current Mood: numbCurrent Music: the calendar hung itself. |
| Sunday, October 19th, 2003 |
| 8:03 pm |
ba da da bah da da bai dat
ok. laugh at me if i'm fucking stupid, but i had fun at the choir retreat... which just happened to be this weekend. umm me and ugly and that other girl went up before everyone else to get everything ready.. which was ok.. but annoying b/c there are 6 people on choir council and only 3 went up early to get shit together.. whatev. yuh. we did stuff.. then there were night games and me and josh were hiding in the woods in the pitch black and we scared the shit out of the stupid piece of shit closet case.. who just happens to be the person we wanted to scare. it was fucking awesome. i talked to mikey a lot this weekend, which is cool.. it's almost like having the crew back from last year.. because he knows all of them and pretty much what they're doing.. unlike me who hasn't talked to anyone since forever ago. yeah. ummm. i'm stupid. boys are not cool. OPIUM. Current Mood: sicksicksickCurrent Music: i'm sick |
| Friday, October 17th, 2003 |
| 2:42 pm |
boys are really disgusting sometimes. |
| Wednesday, October 15th, 2003 |
| 1:16 am |
the only ones left standing are the ones not demanding
Grace is so fucking awesome. i haven't spent time alone with her in such a long time.. we had fun. yeah, just got back from the movies. saw Cold Creek Manor. i wouldn't necessarily recommend it. also, i have to be at school in 6 hours. i'm so fucking excited. well.. i should sleep. sweet dreams |
| Monday, October 13th, 2003 |
| 4:30 pm |
i'll tell you everything you need to know
hung out with angie yesterday. went to temple. it was fucking fabulous. alright, it's this wiccan temple thing. it's just for women and it was seriously the coolest place ever. we chilled in the tea house for a bit b/c britney had this purple piece of glass that she asked angie to put up for her, so we stuck it in a tree and angie showed me all the stuff she had put up in the past. then we hung out in the blood room. seriously. so fucking cool. yeah, going back. then met up with fat and that skinny black kid and went to angie's house.. i won't go in to depth about what happened there. all i can really say is that there were a lot of cookies involved. unknown. unknown. unknown. unknown. unknown. unknown. unknown. alone. Current Mood: hotCurrent Music: iron maiden |
| Sunday, October 12th, 2003 |
| 1:12 am |
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| Saturday, October 11th, 2003 |
| 2:16 pm |
the signs of a girl alone
and suddenly, it all goes from bad to worse. jesus. what the fuck is going on here? i thought it was supposed to get better. fuck this. i'm leaving. |
| Thursday, October 9th, 2003 |
| 11:49 pm |
this proves it.. i'm a bad person.
"If you find an Atheist in your neighborhood, TELL A PARENT OR PASTOR RIGHT AWAY! You may be moved to try and witness to these poor lost souls yourself, however AVOID TALKING TO THEM! Atheists are often very grumpy and bitter and will lash out at children or they may even try to trick you into neglecting God's Word. Very advanced witnessing techniques are needed for these grouches. Let the adults handle them." i feel like nobody has faith in me anymore and i don't really understand what exactly it is that changed. i find myself defending things that i believe in, but completely in vain. i know from the beginning it is pointless, and yet i still get all fucking frusterated when i'm blown off.. i need to not bother. i would be happier. also.. don't think-sing. hey fat- how many gods do you have? Current Mood: disgusted |
| Wednesday, October 8th, 2003 |
| 6:44 pm |
i find it hard to tell you
Memo to world: relationships are for the kids that have their shit together. note to self: you do not have your shit together. is anybody else just really tired recently? i can't seem to get enough sleep.. i went downtown with alan for a quick jaunt. it was almost like a party. speaking of party... halloweek is coming up. i dreamt tomorrow had a prettier face, i dreamt tomorrow had better things to say. i got another fortune today that said.. "we would often be sorry if our wishes came true." this is bad, you see, because i have fallen into the habit of making wishes. there's a lot i could say.. it just doesn't feel like spilling out just yet. one of those KRFM people made me feel totally winco today. anti-choice man. WTF scuffed.. busted... that is all. Current Music: white stripes-truth doesn't make a noise |